A little history before I write updates on a regular basis. DH and I are married for close to seven years now. When we did decide we were ready to start a family five years ago, we hardly imagined the kind of turns our lives would take. As friends around me started talking of pregnancy, I naively believed I would in turn be a mom and be part of that sacred club. Years passed me by. From buying my first BBT to now, its been a long journey of which the one constant has been the Internet.

From starting as a resource to understanding the basics of baby making to being a confidante, friend and an inexhaustible supply of information I rely on the web for everything.

After a harrowing year and a half that saw me undergo three clomid IUIs, 2 fresh IVF cycles I gave it all up in a fit of despair. Alternating between being morbidly obese and obese, I experience huge mood swings and fits of depression. Experimenting with diets and alternative healing methods, I have finally settled on a life of no diets and acupuncture and chinese medicine for now. I intend to embark on the IUI route next cycle which will start end of May.

This blog will be my company as I do this all over again.